Swedish MT fan-club, results of a competition 'Describe Ilia'š— The winner of the competition — nena prinsen
Author:
nena prinsen
(www.lunarpages.com/smtf)
Sitting in front of the TV….. waiting impatiently!!! And there!
I hear the first chords of Lady Alpine Blue and see! There he is! My god! My demon!
My heart beats as if it was obsessed, and unconsciously I creep closer and closer to the TV.
And suddenly he looks straight into my eyes!
His eyes are intense blue and his gaze takes hold of me and throws me right into the wall!!
You can't look away!
He starts to sing and a shivers creep across my back, he keeps looking straight at me and I'm a secound away from a heart attack!
He is so beautiful!
He just stands there on the stage like a ….. god!
My heart aches and breaks, but still it skips in happiness at the same time!
My head is a chaos of thoughts and feelings… fighting to keep my sanity.
And he lowers his head and he closes his eyes halfway and he is so sexy that I feel my sanity give way and disappear far, far away from here!
But nothing, nothing could prepare me for his smile
HIS SMILE!
Like a girls, like a cats, but Gaaaaaah! How it moves me!
His eyes sparkle naughtyly and his magical voice sings 'Just keep on smiling' and I start to cry!
I can't help it!
I love him!
I worship him!
His arms who are tanned and strong.
His thies in snakeskin pants.
His boots, his tie.
His hair!!!
When he pulls it back from his face!
You could die for a lock of his wonderful, adorable hair!
A glance or a smile from him and I could die, right there, right then and my life would have had it's meaning!
HIM!
He is the most wonderful creature that ever wandered the face of the earth!
He most be a gift from the gods to all of the girls…… women….. and homosexual of the universe!
It feels like he is the only thing that matters!
He takes over everything, every word, every thought in my poor confused head!
His smile keeps me awake at night and his song beats in my blood!
He has gotten me obsessed.
And still he just stand there calmly… smiling… as if he knew about all those girls who just sits and breaks into pices right then, just because of him.
And he bends his back, softly like a cat who purrs delightfully…
But more like a tiger, dangerously beautiful.
And I think to my self, 'Can I ever be happy now that I know that he exists??'
Or does he? what if he is just a dream, a fantasy???
He is my ruin!
Like a drug!
This wonderful, adorable, damned sexy demon!!
I both want him for myself and want to salvate the whole world into his wonderful divinity!
And I have to follow him Because maybe one day, one day He'll look into my eyes and smile if only for oh, such a brief moment!
And then my life will be complete….
